Today in acting 101. I joined it because I wanted to challenge myself in a new way. In a way I had never challenged myself before. Just as I thought it is a challenge like when I used to run cross country and run battle people. It has become an epic for me every time I go in. I am learning something new everytime.
The reason I joined this is because I do not understand people. I do not understand what goes on the way I want. That is why I am doing it and I am getting what I wished for. When I feel good because I have done good I feel great, epic, empowerd, and when I come across something that I am not good at time seems to stand still in hell. This is what I want to create a change in myself.
What I have found is that I know how to battle. I know how to be the stalker, murderer, warior, the guy who dives head into the brawl when it is presented. It is good that I know this but that seems to be where it ends as far as how I know how to act.
I want to know what it means to love, be confident, charming, and the postive aspects of human interaction. How to convince, inspire, lead, and etc.
This is leading to where I want to be as a person.
